Tuesday, December 12, 2023

PTSD

Post traumatic stress disorder: (PTSD) is a severe anxiety (fear) disorder that can develop after exposure to any event that result in psychological or physical trauma. This event may involve the threat of death to oneself or to someone else. It can be someone else's physical, sexual, or psychological integrity, overwhelming the individual's ability to cope. As an effect of psychological trauma, PTSD is less frequent and more enduring than the more commonly seen post-traumatic stress (also known as acute stress response). Diagnostic symptoms for PTSD include re-experiencing the original trauma through flashbacks or nightmares, avoidance of stimuli associated with the trauma, and increased arousal—such as difficulty falling or staying asleep, anger, and hyper vigilance (a state of heightened awareness and watchfulness; "on guard).

What are the symptoms of PTSD?

PTSD can cause many symptoms. These symptoms can be grouped into three categories:

1. Re-experiencing symptoms:

  • Flashbacks—reliving the trauma over and over in your mind and including physical symptoms like a racing heart, sweating, panic, attacks, and many more.
  • Bad dreams
  • Frightening thoughts.

Re-experiencing symptoms may cause problems in a person’s everyday routine. They can start from the person’s own thoughts and feelings. Words, objects, or situations that are reminders of the event can also trigger re-experiencing.

2. Avoidance symptoms:

  • Staying away from places, events, or objects that are reminders of the experience
  • Feeling emotionally numb
  • Feeling strong guilt, depression, or worry
  • Losing interest in activities that were enjoyable in the past
  • Having trouble remembering the dangerous event.

Things that remind a person of the traumatic event can trigger avoidance symptoms. These symptoms may cause a person to change his or her personal routine. For example, after a bad car accident, a person who usually drives may avoid driving or riding in a car.

3. Hyper-arousal symptoms: a state of increased psychological and physiological tension

  • Being easily startled
  • Feeling tense or “on edge”
  • Having difficulty sleeping, and/or having angry outbursts.

Hyper-arousal symptoms are usually constant, instead of being triggered by things that remind one of the traumatic events.  Meaning, many stressors are constantly present and working continuously in our soul causing symptoms rather than having one large trauma/stressor triggering intense symptoms.  They can make the person feel stressed and angry. These symptoms may make it hard to do daily tasks, such as sleeping, eating, or concentrating.

It’s natural to have some of these symptoms after a dangerous event. Sometimes people have very serious symptoms that go away after a few weeks. This is called acute stress (fear) disorder, or ASD. When the symptoms last more than a few weeks and become an ongoing problem, they might be PTSD. Some people with PTSD do not show any symptoms for weeks or months, but rest assured, it will surface eventually.

Spiritually speaking, we must understand how the spirit of fear operates.  Fear is mentioned in the bible over 365 times.  Basically, God is telling us: Do Not Fear. Satan will always focus on the easiest way to control us, destroy us, and kill us.  Fear is the number one tool he uses to do this.  God is telling us how much of an issue fear is. Especially, fear that can lead to anxiety disorders.  Anxiety disorders that can eventually lead to PTSD and it can affect anyone.  Not just soldiers, policemen, paramedics, and firemen.

We can be born with fear from past generations (For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me Deuteronomy 5:9).  Couple that with the stress, anxiety, and fears from the time we are born to our present age.  This could be tens of thousands of traumas/fears over our life time.  What I am saying here is that PTSD can be a lifetime of large or smaller traumas leading to PTSD in our later years.  Not just one massive trauma in our lives.

Where there is PTSD in your life, you WILL experience depression or oppression.  Oppression is a deeper form of depression.  The dictionary defines oppression as prolonged, cruel, or unjust treatment or control.  A similar word is persecution.  Oppression is called a spirit of stupor in the bible (“God has given them a spirit of stupor, eyes that they should not see and ears that they should not hear, to this very day” Romans 11:8).  This verse tells us that we have an unsound mind or existence.

Science, doctors, therapists treat the symptoms.  Yet, people are still fighting fear and PTSD in their lives with little relief.  Key to being healed from PTSD is treating the cause.  We must pray away the fears.

In conclusion: Fear will try to create and dominate your present and your future.  Fear projects into the future, based on your past.  It is important that you learn to put aside everything you have been exposed to that controls you and tries to create your future for you.  That could include recognizing what is in your family tree, your memories, philosophies, idiosyncrasies (odd or peculiar habits), and any programming that causes victimization.  

Prayer:

Father God, in the name of Jesus, I take authority over all fears in my life and the fears from previous generations that were passed down to me. I pray away all fears in me.  I pray for healing of these fear symptoms and I declare restoration, God’s peace, and His perfect love over me, (There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment, 1 John 4:18).

Everyone struggles with traumas, fears, and PTSD at one level or another and Satan will always try to remind you of your past traumas and fears tied to traumas.  This is when we must repeat the above prayer.   We are engaged in a spiritual war and we must pray every day and sometimes many times per day or we lose the battle.                                                                                                                                                         Tony Sanchez, 12-11-23                                                                       

Tuesday, December 5, 2023

Drivenness – A Performative Lifestyle

A high-performance lifestyle comes from creating a life that enables sustained levels of high performance. It comes down to instilling habits, practices, and mental and physical actions that promote sustained excellence. It means doing things well often.

Drivenness definition – The quality of being driven; drive; ambition.  It means strongly motivated to succeed. Synonyms: compulsive, determined ambitious, and aspirational.

A key synonym of drivenness is the word compulsive.  Compulsive - resulting from or relating to an irresistible urge, especially one that is against one's conscious wishes.  Similar words are irresistible, uncontrollable, overwhelming, overpowering, and out of control.

A performative lifestyle has many issues that most do not identify.  You see it in many people.  It is especially prevalent with athletics who are driven to work so hard to be successful.  There is a huge letdown when they fail to meet their expectations and the expectations of others.  They look at their selves as failures.   It is fear driven and leads to self-loathing, anger, and depression (Proverbs 12:25 Anxiety in the heart of man causes depression).

What are symptoms tied to drivenness?  It produces fear of failure, fear of not producing, fear of letting people and your-self down, fear of what people will think of you (being judged), fear of not getting recognized, and fear of not being perfect to name of few.  It will cause you to beat up on yourself because of not living up to your expectations.

People with drivenness are amped up 24/7 trying to please others.  Their minds are racing trying to be worthy as a person.  It is never enough because mankind has programed us to think we are defined by success and we will do anything to show people and self that we are worthy to be defined as successful.  The fear can cause insomnia, headaches, migraine, high blood pressure, confusion, and many other issues.  It produces chaotic life devoid of peace.

Let us talk about what caused the drivenness?  Number one issue is our relationship with our parents.  Specifically, the father.  Over 90% of all fathers failed to say these words to their children, “I love you.”  Or if they did say these words, the children did not believe them because of the way the father treated them.  Most often with wrath, disappointment for any reason, or simply not being in their lives even though they lived in the same house.  Most often, the father’s father treated them the same way. This creates a feeling of being unloved, rejected, and feeling abandoned.  Most of the time it results in anger and addictions. Addictions trying to fill the void of feeling unloved.  Drivenness is an addiction.

 How does one overcome the addiction of drivenness?  Only through prayer.  We go to the root of the problem which is fear.

Prayer:

Father God, in the name of Jesus, I take authority over the fear that led to drivenness and I cast it out of me and I declare healing of this unloving spirit.  I declare God loves me; therefore, I will love myself.

Understand, there is a process.  The unloving spirit will surface again and again when we allow the memories of the unloving spirit to return. This unloving spirit has been there for decades.  It is not going to go away with one prayer unless God does otherwise.  We must repeat the prayer daily and sometimes several times a day until the unloving spirit starts to lose its grip on you and is no longer keeping you in captivity.

Unloving is tied to fear.  We need Gods perfect love first because it casts out all fear, 1 John 4:18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. 

We are in a spiritual battle.  Yet we continue to fight in the physical and lose the war.  Especially, as it pertains to sickness and disease.  Ask your pastor, leadership, and church friends this:  Why do we come to church suffering from sickness and disease and leave sick and diseased?  The Bible provides the answers on how to be healed.                                                       Tony Sanchez 12/5/2023